but hey, i will begin again. Then im hearing rumors over shout that somebody is being killed here im like what {had to ask the question huh?}. I was lvl 8 fighter at the time and i was trading w/ the merchant and lo and behold evil lil rose pked the merchant, i lost everything 
. i was pissed but moved on. Then okies invaded and pked us all {asked me to bow to the emporor---get real}. I died but was learning at that point to defend myself asking why am i getting pked? Hmm I have no spot or listen which u really didnt need in other modules or ns. I moved on to other charaters and learned the way of ns, get pked or pk. Hell ya i pked many ppl but i helped many ppl, the take and give system. Met many friends whom i pked-- we joked about it and developed a on game relationship. Time went by and the old faces dissappeared. I stuck with it and made new friends. {this is no remark about being negative in no way} We heard new areas were coming so i stuck with it and i'm still here. Many old players left. I see a few coming back in hopes of a new beginning {me too}. I then experiment with different alginments, Blackwillow was CE and i did what CE ppl do--kill. I followed the rules, kill and move on. People hated me for it. I was following an CE life. When i did different chars with same loggin name like CG i was getting pked(i knew i would) but hey i'm playing my char and move on {I didnt lose experience from it). People started pking my noobs with there high lvl chars { I laughed and either got my high lvl char for revenege or went somewhere else}.
The whole reason for this statement is that this is a game to develop reletionships and it is just a game. I play it as a game {friends and enemies and ppl who are neutral} and expect to be played as a game. My whole purpose is not too see how many ppl i can kill, if everybody was good then this server would not exist in the 1st place. Somebody had an idea for this in the 1st place and what ive seen in the past-- this is lush meadows right now. I hear crying all over the air waves about this person and that {old news ppl}. I just wanna know where this server is going and i'm sure a lot of other ppl too? I know it is an old question but it needs new answers is all. Otherwise i will bow out and seek new areas is all. {please no flames}
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